Flat: chaos.    Check

Bank account: chaos.   Check

Phone bill: chaos.    Check

To do: lots.    Check

Head: ok.    Check (Thank you God)

Heart: good, if a bit all over the place.    Check

Missing: friends.  Hmmm.

Enjoying: life. God. Music.   Check

Fun: yes.   Check

Needs: more peace. Wisdom.

Creating: QED.   Check

Spirits: Little bit anxious but ever hopeful.

Does the road wind up-hill all the way?
Yes, to the very end.
Will the day's journey take the whole long day?
From morn to night, my friend...

(Christina Rossetti Up-Hill)

As featured in today's Times p44